Coming along way

I feel I have come along way in my life and even my attitude, but some people come to your life to test everything you have ever worked hard for. I guess your reactions to that is where you stand with yourself . Sometimes in many occasion I ask my self why the certain things happen the way they do.  I have come to the conclusion God has had A plan with me from the moment I was born.  No one will ever understand me and it's because I don't think the same as everyone.  Everyone is to worried on who is right and superior over others that we don't take the time to figure things out . Why people think the way the do what type of feelings they have.  Few people out there like that. Like example I like darker men then me and fell in Love with one a few years younger then me.  Why would I judge others in their relationship when I don't know the struggle they have been in on fighting for their Love.  Who am I to judge a girl liking a for or a boy liking a boy It's not my taste but theirs.  Why is their always in issue.  Why can we just be happy with one . Unless they are harming someone killing or hurting themselves in a physical way.  
Lord she'd light on me forgive my sins.  No matter big or small sins are sins.  Shed light o  those that bash so they can lay their head and sleep at night.  PLEASE HELP ME GET THROUGH JUST LIKE YOU HAVE HELPED ME GET THROUGH EVERYTHING. 
                              LOVE ME

Ignore

It's crazy how things turn out in life.  The people you always seek to talk or care the most for one reason or another ignore you.  Then you have someone seeking for you and likes who you are seeking your attention you ignore for the one that ignores you...  It's sad that happens..  To be honest and All I want is to be wanted and held without asking or comprised ....... I give and am the way I am because I am and don't seek for things anymore but can't help for wanting that when At times I just want to give up.  I never give up on people for people to give up on me...  Just got to smile, have faith and hope and pray.  

When the feeling of love comes in

I have been through so much but if it wasn't for faith I would have been given up along time ago. That night in your arms felt so right I didn't want the night to end..  I wanted to cry all night with mix emotion..  I didn't because you toughen me up..  But when you finally said those main words that I so longed to hear it felt like my heart stop and butterflies everywhere...  but in realty I can't do anything to continue that night like that.  All old feelings came back wanted to call you babe rather then your name.  When can I have this feeling again with you..  That is what I want that is what I long for..  Was it all a dream was it to good to be true......  Only time will tell and keeping my faith..  Never messing that up either.....  ♥♥♥♥

Here and there

Have you ever felt neither here or there about every situation in your life. That you want a certain person but there is a certain you want them treat  you?  But yet they don't see it..  Tired of feeling like that with allot of people.  Thank God to continue to giving me strength through all. Got to keep my head high always...