Ignore

It's crazy how things turn out in life.  The people you always seek to talk or care the most for one reason or another ignore you.  Then you have someone seeking for you and likes who you are seeking your attention you ignore for the one that ignores you...  It's sad that happens..  To be honest and All I want is to be wanted and held without asking or comprised ....... I give and am the way I am because I am and don't seek for things anymore but can't help for wanting that when At times I just want to give up.  I never give up on people for people to give up on me...  Just got to smile, have faith and hope and pray.  

When the feeling of love comes in

I have been through so much but if it wasn't for faith I would have been given up along time ago. That night in your arms felt so right I didn't want the night to end..  I wanted to cry all night with mix emotion..  I didn't because you toughen me up..  But when you finally said those main words that I so longed to hear it felt like my heart stop and butterflies everywhere...  but in realty I can't do anything to continue that night like that.  All old feelings came back wanted to call you babe rather then your name.  When can I have this feeling again with you..  That is what I want that is what I long for..  Was it all a dream was it to good to be true......  Only time will tell and keeping my faith..  Never messing that up either.....  ♥♥♥♥